I have had so many bad parents that I now find it hard for me to get good relationships going with some of my friends and a few other friends. The reason for this is because:

My birth father left me and didn't even tell me that he was my birth father.

The next father in line had a son who he thought was "perfect" and "could do no wrong" so I became the "whipping boy"

the third "father figure" (he didn't marry my mom thank goodness) actually abused me.

My horrible scar came from what one of my gf's ex-boyfriend's attacks on her

one of the closest people to me who was a guy betrayed me and left me with the girl of my dreams (yet I hate him for betraying me)


so its not easy for me to gain the trust off of guys because of this. This is also why I talk to women about my problems more than men about them. Ive been hurt too many times to really open up to new male friends. (Mario you are just fine as is, you are still good on my trust scale, Shiero is the same =3)

Ive also had bad times when I was in school because I was "different" and was hurt badly because of that